hmmm... me

ah.. finally.. haha i can confirm plus chomp plus stamp plus license that i'm a very outdoorish person.. haha.. lets see.... i dun mind eating by the side of the road during the bicycle trip, i like to cycle until butt pain... i feel its very fun looking at a map and figuring ways out... i came from NCC... i came from oDAC.. i want army as a career.. hmm... haha... yah.. stamp.. chomp... me outdoorer...

erm.. ok.. yah... today went with my dad to shop for some comp parts at sim lim... and then cos i didnt realli bother with what i dad does with the comp cos i seldom use.. so i learnt that he bought an AGP graphics card one yr ago.. ok nvm.. cos my motherboard pretty old.. still using agp not upgraded.. then i was shocked when my dad say he wanted to upgrade to a 3.2E 2 mb P4 ASUS motherboard that is of all things.. AGP... LOL... i was like.. erm... spend 600 dollars for a motherboard that's graphic slot that will disappaear completely in like 2-3 yrs? ok.. erm.. dun make sense right? so i told my dad not to botehr upgrading until i end ns.. haha.. so sad.. cant upgrade before i go army.. but better than wasting money rite?

ok.. haha... tml i go learn blading!!! exciting.. but noe ing my luck hor i bet it wil rain.. and not just rain.. u see tml news confirm will say... oh.. s'pore experienced the worst down pour in 200 yrs... chinatown is flooded to the third storey.. the govt has issued a state of emergency... interestingly, east coast park was the worst hit area.. haha.. watever/.. NITEZ

not nice

erm... eating fruits right now.. not nice.. eee... yucks.. the apple is sour and soft.. the pear is bitter and soft.. the strawberries taste farnie and they smell like vomit.. erm.. yucks.. munch... but i noe better than to throw awya.. haha.. get scolding for nothing haha...

ok.. so today i got my flu jab in prep for krabi.. haha.. 30 only.. although i got it for 20 before.. looks like low supply.. high deman = high price.. hiaz.. nvm lah. haha

ok.. exciting.. tml my As end.. yay! then can go cycling.. erm.. i dun noe lah.. i feel like cycling in sandals.. i dun wanna cycle in shoes.. think i will bring the sandals tml.. haiz.. heavy bag.. or shld i go home first? but make ppl wait for me very ps.. erm.. i heck lah.. just bring.. carry a bag and cycle lor.. nvm lah.. fold nicerly, can minimise space.. checked out a few of those kayaking places, actually not that bad lah.. i believe the open top flat base one can be rented to non-one star peeps.. ah.. haha.. those kayaks are like cannot out turn one.. haha.. if u can over turn. u are a real damn idiot.. haha... i hope to take the single plastic kayaks.. i dun like those fibre glass.. damn hard to move.. haha.. muhahaha.. can kia jiao ppl muhahaha. and i will move faster haha... but even if we can get those kayaks.. i doubt can last long.. haha...

today never study.. haha.. just cant be bothered already.. haha

OH OH!!! wah lao... emma watson is realli damn cute.. actually hermoine granger lah.. haha.. erm.. yah lah she only like 15 lah.. but she is realli damn cute lha... haha.. esp that part where she started to cry after the dance, u noe that part where ron was like very jealous and they were fighting then she satarted crying.. then she said "both og u up to ur rooms!" haha.. i felt that was damn cute.. like she's this supa hard nut to crack yah? and damn fun to crack.. bish! but erm.. appearance she also very cute leh! haha.. i'm sure yd will have something to say abt what i did HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! oh well... separated by 3000km, the asian contingent, the english channel and reality and fiction.. hmmm... but love conquers all!!! yah rite.. how novel.. HAHA.. how thou art love.. when art love not.. haha.. oh well.. back to reality... BISH.. an arrow thrg the heart.. die...

ok.. erm.. ever wondered why the hammer for a stake in big while a hammer for making swords are big? erm.. i dun think u ever wondered rite? cos if u did, u realli need to find a job.... anyway, i discovered the answer.. but if i cant write here.. too lazy to write eqns... oh yah ok ask u this qn..

Two identical metal spheres, one hanging from a string and one on a table.. so lets say i supply 1000KJ of heat energy to it. Which one will have a higher temp? or will they have the same temp..

if u thot it was the same, hi! welcome to the club.. but the ans is a NO... do u noe why? do u realli wanna noe why? ok.. beg.. ok... sit.. ok.. now roll over.. come on.. do it lah!!! basket.. no fun.... haha ok.. u see hor.. for the sphere on the table, some energy must be used to raise the centre of mass upwards!!! but for the hanging sphere, the centre of mass remains unchanged... so accroding to the first law of thermodynamics, the internal energy of the sphere on the table is lower.. hence, it has a lower temp!!! inteeresting rite? erm.. ok.. watever rite?


OH OH!! and u noe hor, they always ask us, in the absence of air resistance, does the feather or the cannon ball acclerate faster? we always put they are the same? and then i always look at netwon;s that gravity eqn.. and it always puzzled me how come the acclearation is independent of the mass and how come the cannon ball doesnt acclearate faster.. so i figured it out!!!! cos the acclearation isnt with respect to the earth.. no no no.. it is with respect to the centre of mass of the object and the earth... u see.. thats why the acceleration is in dependent of mass cos the centre of mass has erm.. not exactly no mass, but irrelevant mass...ah.. argh!!! my mom broke my concentration lost my train of thots.. argh.. nvm.. haiz.... i gtg... NITEZ

wat women realli say...

ok.. the things after the dotz are what they didnt say... but they mean...

1. "its ok honey, go on and have fun with ur frens!"..."becos u arent gonna have much fun with me tonight!!!..."

2. "OH LOOK!!! SO CUTE!!!" .... "i'm expecting that within one wk.."

3. "anything lor" ... "but if u dun want me to be pissed then yes..."

4. "do i look gd in this dress??"..."or do i look like a goddess to you??"

5."did i put on weight??" ... " u better reply with' no u've slimmed down!!!' "

6. "EEEEEEE!!!! so fattening!!! DUN WANT!!!"...."i'll get a box of chocs later.."

7. when ask guys if they need help and guys say no, they say "oh pls.. guys are so ego!!!"..."but thx goodness.. i dun wanna break my pretty little nails.."

8."do u still reali realli love me?"..."cos the last time i got a gift was two days ago..:("

9.when u ask them to marry u, they say "let me think abt it"... "oh for goodness sak's.. why didnt u do it in a 9 star hotel with gold flying down from the ceilings.. and angels singing in the background.."

10. "i'm sorry! u are just not the guy i'm looking for... lets break up."... "i need a guy who's rich, old and dying..."

11. at the altar, "I DO!!!!"... 'need this guy to pay my credit card bills, feed me, chaffuer me,carry my bag,etc etc..."


MUHAHAHA... ok to be fair, tml i will do one on guys.. haha

ok.. i just wanna say that today's s paper was damn easy lah... erm.. its just like some hard AJC paper. i was shocked.. actually a lot of ppl was shocked... like that the hc and rj ppl confirm socre one lah.. i get shit lah.. sadly.. i made a few mistakes.. so i think i probably get merit lah.. or at least a pss yah? but definitely no distinction.. haiZ... pissed!!! NITEZ

why always like that

i wonder why is it that everytime i wanna do something yah, it seems to me that there will be something that hinders me from doin it.. something that i realli cannot avoid.. so i'm stuck in the middle.. always.. like its some kinda lesson i must learn.. hmm.. will learn lah.. but its kinda irritating.. esp since it happens all the time.. and most of the time, i cant plan for it one lah!!!

erm.. i have one thing to be pissed abt.. u see hor.. on sat when i went to bugis, i decided to take a short cut.. turns out.. i step into a puddle of water..wat the!!! so nvm.. i wash lah.. i thot ok.. there is NO way that the shoes cant dry in two days... right? WRONG!!! wat the hell!! the last few days rain like mad.. not only doesnt my shoes dry, becos it is still wet.. now it stinks!!! wat the hell.. have to wash again tml lah.. argh.... better dry by chalet.. if not i'm goin to just buy a new pair...

and hor.. and hor.. and hor.. maths tml.. wah.. exciting and at the same time.. erm.. scary.. of ALL the papers, s paper is that most "no confidence" paper.. naturally lah.. if i had confidence, i wouldnt be in jc right? haha.. WRONG!!! pl like hui han yk indian scholars aiyah.. no problem lah.. haha.. so see how...

on a final note, reading the big bang theory and the game theory right now.. erm.. very very very insightful.. very brillant.. its pretty tough to fully comprehend and i can only understand maye 60%? not bad for someone who self taught yah? oh well.. i'll just keep reading.. now must slp.. tml will come soon.. real soon... NITEZ...

the chalet

ok the chalet plan is out... guys.. u can choose btwn mine or eric... erm...mine goes like

day 1
3 to 6pm: gals clear up... guys ps2
630 to 930: gals cook.. guys ps2
930 to 6 am the next day: gals free time.. guys ps 2

day 2
8am: wake up or swim or watever
8am to 9am: breakfast
9am to 12 pm: gals fre time... guys ps 2
12pm to 1 pm... lunch
1pm to 6pm: ps2
6pm to 7pm: dinner
7pm to 10pm: ps2

day 3
aiyah still ps2 lah

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA... ok.. very mcp.. ahaha... no lah.. actually if u wanna see what is the plan, can check eric's webby... he got the details.. i will try and arrange a kayaking if possible.. and we got waterbombs.. HAHAHA.. so fun rite? time to get wet!!! and after 4yrs of ncc and nightwarfare... making water bombs are but second nature to me... although my aim still stinks.. haha.....

cant wait for sat... i wanna go ride bike.. haha.. haven riddne bikes in a long long time.. and maybe try to squeeze in a little skating too.. hmm.. hopefully will be fun.. yah...

anyway.. i hardly studied today.. it seems like the s paper thing, i have gotten a hang of it... its like not that difficult.. erm.. upon saying that, i meant that out of 9 qsn i can do 4-5... but the thing is that i need to put in a lot of effort so in exam condition i dun noe if i can do it.. hmm... prayz...

yah i was reading up on the big bang... although it turned tout to be some sorta autobiography of the copernicus and kepler and gallieo... soi noticed that they were all very arrogrant ppl.. esp gallieo and erm.. netwon.. yah.. their genius is only surpassed by their arrogance... so muahaha.. i think its very sad that ppl get arrogant when they think they are very superior... i guess thats one of the reasons why i sorta play down my own er.. very meagre achievements.. anyway.. yah its not that great but still i'm trying not to let it get to my head..

oh and erm.. i was thnking abt religion and it seems very illogical yah? ok.. firstly, god gavea us logic to think but doesnt allow us to use it to think abt whether there is a god.. that such an important qn is left to blind faith... secondly, why do ppl seek to disprove religion by proving science's superiority or disprove sci by proving god's superiority.. hmm.. and why do we try to find ways to show that sci and religion are in or not in harmony?? no sense.. its like proving that life sucks... u noe it sucks.. but there are some idiots who say it doesnt.. and u cant prove it..!!! HAHAHAHA nice analogy yah?? haha...so dun say it doesnt suck.. if not u are an idiot.. haha.. anyway.. now vietnam vs singapore.. oh pls.. durjing the vientam war.. they were using stuff we make.. how tough can they be.. haha.. NITEZ

now these theories are what they shld teach in schools

THEORY OF KNOWLEDGABLE WEALTH:

postulate 1: knowledge is power
postulate 2: Time is money

proof:

power = work / time

Knowlegde = work / time

Knowlegde = work / money

rewriting the eqn: money = work / knowledge

hence, since money and knowlegde has an inverse relation, the less knowledge u have, the moer money u make.. NO WONDER LAH!!! all the richsst ppl on earth are not university graduates... damn.. i think S paper somemore... die liao.. next time eat air liao...




THEORY OF THE RIDICULOUS VELOCITY FORMULAE

formula 1 : v = at
formula 2 : s = 1/2 at^2

hence-------> v/t = 2s/t^2

v = 2s/t

since v=s/t, therfore.. v = 2v or 1 = 2

ok now i can see the problem.. can u? hehehe...



THEORY OF ARISTOLE'S "I HATE NEWTON" LAW

A body in motion can maintain this motion if and only if it remains in contact with a mover


THEORY OF THE " BREAD FALLS ON THE BUTTER SIDEDOWN"

believe it or not, it has something to do with the gravity, the distance of ur hips from the ground and lastly, ur eyes..... why? cos u are that tall.. u can only be taht tall.. so the height of the table can only be that tall.. and so if it falls, it only has time to make half a rotation.. so yah.. there u go.. oh the eyes? cos u must be so slpy ur eyes are shut u cant even put a toast bread on a table thats that big...

hope u enjoyed this blog.. nitez

ps: u noe hor.. i have cut an apple before... HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

no more chem

i'm just realli damn happy no more chem.. HAHAHAHA no more chem... HAHAHA no more chem.. HAHAHA no more CHem!!! so happy no more chem...

i wonder what my comp is dl ing from the internet.. i hope its not some virus.. maybe its msn.. hmm.. weird.. nvm.. see first.. if comp crash also gd... give me an excuse to ask my dad to change one.. haha...

ok so no more exams at least for them.. i have two more.. argh!!! pay $100 to delay my As... hmmm.. smart yah? oh btw... if u think its an honor.... u noe.. i'm a very geneorous person.. u can share my honor man.. come come study with me.. yesh yesh.. haha

anyway, me and stan and rich went to great world with tthe class... in the end, we didnt manage to catch harry.. too many seats taken up so cannot... anyway.. so we went home.. haha.. we go to the erm.. shuttle bus stop... we first one there.. happy... so never.. wait.. wait.. tok tok.. for half an hr.. ok ok.. happy... finally.. wah.. bus come.. oh... cross the road to get up.. aiyo!! so many ppl.. then we were joking HAHAHA... maybe we cant even get up that will be damn ironic... guess wat... WE WERE RITE... couldnt get up!!! wat the shit!!!! hahaha..nvm... shit.. cannot get up... we first there... cant even get up.. wat the.. ok so nvm.. we decided.. take bus.. so we walk and walk.. to a freaking dead end!!!! track backwards... so we go up the bus liao.. ok.. we thot.. lucky got tv can watch.. u noe what.. the tv stuck at one scene for the next five mins... HAHAHAh!!!! how sway can u get?? HAHA.. damn funnY!!! anyway.. so come home.. happy.. happy today... tml have to start studying.. haha fri.. fri... may friday come soon... NITEZ

the death of earth

i just saw global dimming... erm... the earth could die in less than 100 yrs... and if we realli are the only living things in the universe.. the universe is goin to be a very very lonely place soon... we are seriously too smart for our own gd...

ok tml physics... die die die... hope pray that it will pass soon...

many things

ok one... muahaha.... i think i'm getting better at physics liao.. i can do the S paper thing fairly better than i previously could... hehe... i didnt spend much time with the physics normal tys... i spent more with the abnormal one... hahaha.... much much more interesting... and its better at getting my concepts rite...and i was reading the relativity theory, i was thinking to myself.. that the relativity theory is kinda weird hmm.. as in there is like some flaw but i'm too lazy to think HAHA.. anyway, i know too little to deduce any new theory... can call it.. the bob theory yah? haha... erm.. i think i shldnt be in JC... as in.. i noe what i wanna do.. at least now lah.. engineering.. physics plus maths = my passion... but its the last stretch so i will grit my teeth and bare my gums.. try and make it thrg..

ok.. HAHAHA... MUHAHAHA... interbank rates goin up again.. MUHAAH... i kneew it lah.. sure noe want.. govt happy happy make it easier to buy house... govt happy happy announce economy improving... COE happy happy drop to all time lows... so lets see wat the result is? equals to more ppl buy buy buy!!!! and guess wat demand supply rates go up... ppl unwittingly invest in houses and cars sad liao lah... interest rate goes up by 0.75 pts... ur money fly away!!!! haha... oh well.. merry christmas to OCBC and happy new yr to DBS... hope u have a wondeful end of 2005 and new 2006... blah...

next... HAHA... my second last article was abt osama and saddam? and guess what today article come out at osama's trap.. hmmm.. ok so i implied.. i didnt actually expect my prediction to be true lah.. but aiyah pretty obvious lah.. what he's doing... just that the tree.. no no... shrub.. no thats not it.. erm.. plant? i noe i noe vegetable!!! oh wait.. oh!!! that bush guy hor cant catch him... can ctach saddam.. and catch azahari can catch 17 terrorist planning to bomb australia... but cannot catch osama.. maybe there is a reason for it.. hmmm... i have a thought.. but think i will keep it to myself...

lastly.. HAHA... wat are ppl coming today lah.. 1 in 5 teenagers have had sex... i was like wah realli ah? wah.. like that 04s72 got like 6 non-virgins.. haha... oh man.. i wonder who.. erm.. rule me out.. erm.. as in i'm still innocent.. they say its the person u least expect.. *COUGH* ho... *COUGH* ng.... *COUGH* mi.... *COUGH* ng.... *COUGH*... haha kidding lah bro.. bish bish me... but i realli wonder who in our sch is not... haha sure have a few bah... i was still living in dream land lah.. i thought like maybe one in 20 have erm hmm.. but i guess western pop culture is more influence than i thought... ok man.. if i ever have a daughter, i'm gonna get a chastity belt.. HAHA.. ok kidding...

yah an article came out today abt whether condoms shld be taught in school... like cos teaching it is like saying... "wat ever u do DO NOT HAVE sex... SEX IS BAD.... u must NEVER EVER do it... unless u are married... but if u do, use a condom" like very erm.. contraditory... so i was wondering.. hey... why not teach? why cannot? haha.. wat makes ppl think they wont do it.. i mean.. ok ur parents say dun stay out past 11... but u may still do it wat? how many times have u gone against ur parents? a lot rite? we are at an age where u are breaking free... we learn thrg our own mistakes already.. wat we can humanly possibly learn from our parents, we already have.. the rest we need to experience... ok now i'm sounding like an activist for pre martial sex... erm.. to clear my name.. ladies and gentleman!!! boys and gal! i'm anti - premartial... haha.. ok.. but we need to teach.. the media influences us much more than our parents already and u see the ang mohs doin it... u will wanna try to.. ok.. some will wannt to try... so teach lah ppl.. just teach.. but ultimately, the best teachers are our parents.. when we are 12 and below... ok.. mental note to self: teach daughter to abstain from sex... teach son to flirt... but thats it... end... ok thats it for today... NITEZ

DANG IT!!!

I SCREWED UP GP!!!! WAT THE!!!!!

Yes i'm dumb enuff to screw up GP... in the words of Capt Lewis Nixon in Band of Brothers... "i think we are goin to have to find a another way into Germany"

I need to find another way in life...

Breaking news with aaron only on channel blogspot...

this just in.. (ok so it happened yesterday...) but ok.. tony blair has suffered his first major parlimentary defeat in his rule as PM... yesh.. u heard me.. tony blair.. chairman of the EU... the outspoken labour party... has officially lost.. MUHAHAHAHAHA.... i guess its no coincidence that bush is losing support too yah? started from the IRAQ war... muahhaa.. osama and saddam is very gd yah? dun need to show face, or face behind bars also can cause trouble.. haha.. damn ironic dun u think? the knife that kills the lamb cuts the butcher... now the butcher dies with the lamb.. MUHAHAHA... and some one else gotta clean up the mess... muhaha... lucky tony says wanna step down soon... cos if he doesnt, he gonna lose a hell of a lot of face...

ok next thing erm.. wat i wanna say ah? oh yah... the PM mahathir's comments in the newspaper.. i totally support lah!! hahaha.. he thinks like me!!! except i dun slam singapore.. hmm.. but he critisied the muslim lah... erm.. some.. but its gd.. as in.. it makes logical sense.. yah.. religion doesnt cause the world to revolve abt it... common misconception by ppl... haiz.. oh well.. like some calling or blessing from god lah.. if tml come out religion.. muhahah ace... haha.. kidding..

i was thinking abt religion and i was thinking how strange when ppl say.. religion is abt faith not logic... dotz... ok.. god gave u a hand to pick things up... legs to walk.. mouth to talk.. and yet logic to believe in blind faith? strange dun u think.. my theory... he is testing our wisdom.. to noe rite from wrong.. the devil preaches blind faith too.. but logic tells u what is christ.. what is not... and yet, ironically... the ppl who claim the most wisdom... are but those who need it most... yah go ahead u disagree? slam me.. erm.. no.. in hong ming's words.. sue me! but then think abt it.. how ironic... neither do u have the wisdom to keep an open mind.. SLAM U BACK... MUHAHA... NITEZ

totally unacceptable

ok i'm very very disappointed in myself rite now... i think i lost 11 marks leh... that is so totaly unacceptable... i'm very very pissed... this was a more difficult A level paper, but it is NOT that difficult... so losing that much marks is just totally unacceptable... now i either buck up... or else... paper 2... must do well.. MUST.... like 90 plus... die die must get 90 plus

tml is chem.. i dun like chem.. but i dun have a choice... hopefully i can do well.. pls just let me scrape thrg an A or something... pls.. NITEZ

time's up

my time is up... now is the paper..
one and a half hr.. to go before As start.. goin to sch now... WISH ME LUCK!!!!

god... pls hold me in ur arms and protect me once more... give me strength.... give me courage.. give me love... haha.. even though i noe u always have...

Scared very scared

i very scared... if u ask me... whether university can get in a not? i will say i believe so... but is that all i want? i've come so far... and given so much for this three wks... this three wks are goin to decide the course of my life... where i will go... what i will do... how much opportunities i have to create instead of get... i realli hope to get a scholarship... not because of the prestige or becos ppl will "wah.. aaron scholar.. kowtow..." but because it will give me a lot of choices... a lot of oppotunities... a lot of chances... i dun wanna have to make this opportunities... to have to back stab... to fight... at least not as much as i will if i dun get the scholarship...

I think ppl who arent in my position dun understand... they think i have nothing to wry abt... that i "confirm" do well.. i realli wish i can change that mindset.. i not neccesarily "confirm" do well one... i have had it hapened to me all so often... everything.. he bring me all the way up... just abt to reach.. and just when i can feel it in my hand, he lets go... and i fall down... and he laughs... and he does it over and over and over again... and i'm so afraid he will do it now... again... and i'm quite tired... tired of wishing that it wont happen... tired of wondering what if i dun make it.. and tired of wondering how much more strugglng i will have to go thrg just to get to the other end... my talent is like a curse... i dun give up... but becos i dun give up, everything i do gets harder and harder... why cant my meat be someone else poison... why must it be both to me... argh...

i pray that i will do well... just once... just asking for one time in my life.. that i can have my cake and eat it... do i ask for too much? is it too hard to give? can i just have one chance.... one chance not to go back... not to have wasted it all... not to waste it all and go back where i came from... and then start again from there...

stressed... very very stressed... haha... ironically.. i sometimes envy the others... no need to live up to expectations... no need to live ur dreams... to live life one day at a time.. with no hate... no anger.. no tears... but its a life i chose.. a fate i created... and a destiny i will fulfill... i know i will go somewhere... god doesnt do this over and over... just to let u go.. i noe... i just wish i could noe where... some day... some how... i will make it come true.. i'm almost there... so close.. rite there... i can almost feel it.. almost touch it...................................................................................