why always like that

i wonder why is it that everytime i wanna do something yah, it seems to me that there will be something that hinders me from doin it.. something that i realli cannot avoid.. so i'm stuck in the middle.. always.. like its some kinda lesson i must learn.. hmm.. will learn lah.. but its kinda irritating.. esp since it happens all the time.. and most of the time, i cant plan for it one lah!!!

erm.. i have one thing to be pissed abt.. u see hor.. on sat when i went to bugis, i decided to take a short cut.. turns out.. i step into a puddle of water..wat the!!! so nvm.. i wash lah.. i thot ok.. there is NO way that the shoes cant dry in two days... right? WRONG!!! wat the hell!! the last few days rain like mad.. not only doesnt my shoes dry, becos it is still wet.. now it stinks!!! wat the hell.. have to wash again tml lah.. argh.... better dry by chalet.. if not i'm goin to just buy a new pair...

and hor.. and hor.. and hor.. maths tml.. wah.. exciting and at the same time.. erm.. scary.. of ALL the papers, s paper is that most "no confidence" paper.. naturally lah.. if i had confidence, i wouldnt be in jc right? haha.. WRONG!!! pl like hui han yk indian scholars aiyah.. no problem lah.. haha.. so see how...

on a final note, reading the big bang theory and the game theory right now.. erm.. very very very insightful.. very brillant.. its pretty tough to fully comprehend and i can only understand maye 60%? not bad for someone who self taught yah? oh well.. i'll just keep reading.. now must slp.. tml will come soon.. real soon... NITEZ...