revelations

today i went to KINO.. and did some thinking.. haha i noe.. weird place to think abt stuff... but i was quite awe struck by the variety of the books there.. i dun noe why i never noticed that in all the book stores and in knio b4... but suddenly, i felt that my pursuit of knowledge suddenly seem so meagre... so small.. i noe now that as much as i like, i cannot truly learn the many things that i hope to be learning...

Today, i realised that wat i had previously thot was wrong.. i cannot rely on the sciences to feed me or to challenge me anymore... engineering, will be little more than a hobby ofor me in the future even though i believe that the relativity theory is pre occuring my mind... it seems that in my heart, i always knew that finance was the better part of life... i always hoped beyond hope that i will be able to get a scholarship.. noe i noe its not possible.. fi for one thing, ironically, studying caused my eye sight to increase so badly, that my studying was in vain.. if nothing more, it only served to allow me to satisfy my intectual needs... i also now noe tha ti cannot learn wat i cannot practise. it may seem such a simple thing, but often, it is the simple things we tend to take for granted... i have a new future planned out..

1. i intend to take ACCA in the army.. so when i come out, i will have an accountancy degree
2. join the CPA... even during the uni... it will prove to be very useful.
3. take a engineering degree in the uni... more for the interaction and contacts then the degree itself.
4. Join the CFA.
5. continual upgrading myself...

DAmn.. i dun think i'm gonna like accountancy... but life isnt about wat u can live with.. its abt wat u cant live without... NITEZ