LONG TIME!!!

LONG TIME NO BLOG LIAO!!! I HAVE MISSED U,.... ahaha.. actually i wanted to blog for a long long time lah.. but lazy.. haha.. and mugging hard.. actually i have quite a lot to say lah.. but i dun have much tiem.. say abt 5 mins before i have to go so just a quick update...

ok.. i realli have to say that the Presidential Election was such a let down.. i could have had a holiday lah!!! but no lor.. the PEC HAD to get rid of the other three ppl. Although it does seem true that the othe candidates were definitely not up to the mug... ESP the Andrew Kuan. WTH... he's relli thick skinned.. haha... while his performance was not exactly the poor, it was unsatisfactory... so yah i support the PEC's decision NOT to allow him in.. HAHA... he deserves it...

ok... next thing is the damn scholarships.. wth!!! all of them are from top schools... how can i possibly compete?? i cant... not in sch at least... i need another route in life... maybe i wont enter the SAF after all... i have this thot that i'm still pondering abt? is it true that u shldnt enter public service if u dun have a gd scholarship from them?? u think abt it... the chief of air force, navy and army were all SAFOS scholars.. wth!!! what if i dun get it? where will i be? i think they cramp all the LSA and defence scholars in the other top post lah... then i waht? pour their coffee? no man!!! i want more... argh!!! maybe i join the private sector... i dun want money.. i want challenges.. satisfaction.. i want more... argh!!! I need god's help... realli... need it a lot... enuff for today lah.. gtg... pray for me man!!! esp ahmad... pray to allah to guide me too!!! (not being offensive.. i'm serious...) NITEZ!!!