Shocking revelations!!

Haha... got something to say.. today hor.. when i went for chem lecture rite.. i was late lah.. cos stomache mah so u noe... haha.. then as i was walking up the stairs rite.. i saw hui ping lah.. hah.. then she was smiling lah.. ok.. i noe this sounds weird but yah it kinda set the tone of my day lah.. brightened it up lah... NO LAH!!! i dun like her in that way lah.. just think she has a nice smile lah.. eyes big big one... when she smile it like twinkles.. haha... so yah have been basically been a nice day for me lah... just cant stop thinking abt it.. haha.. oops...

Aiyah.. but today got a few unhappy things lah.. firstly... wah lao... PHYSICS!!! what the hell... got 66... like shit lah... its like a B and i'm an S paper student lah.. how can i expect something like that... thats terrible lah... but at least there was a consolation... haha top maths for my class 84!!! finally lah.... last time was always taken by jia ming or richard.. now its MINE!!! WUAHAHA.... and i intend to keep it that way.. haha... not much hope for econs or chem lah.. but basically, i wasnt realli intending to do too well for BT2 anyway... i needed a wake up call desperately... hopefully it will work...

Yah, i noe that some ppl out there will say.. why u so unhappy.. A and B leh!!! thats fantastic liao lor... but please lah.. look at ppl like hui han... 95 or maths and 80 for physics lah!!! also maths and physics s paper what... how can i lose out like that?? But i'm one of the the better students in class rite?? aiyah.. dun u get it?? why compare urself to the average when u wanna be one of the best?? if i wannabe one of the best i shld compare with the best rite??? look at that guy who got 7 distinctions man!!! thats a guy... i shld aim to be like him... not just 3 distinctions... anyway, whats there to lose?? onli more to gain... so this time i dun do so well... nvm... i promise u... i will be back... and this time i will be back so hard that they wont noe what hit them.. just like i did in sec sch.. i will do it here... and i will do no less man... watch me pop out of no where and watch me do what they say is impossible... what makes me so sure i can do it??? simply because i want what everyone wants... just that i want it a lot more.. i wanna do well.. and i wanna be the best.. and i WILL be the best... no matter what ppl say... i will and i can... trust me...

Ok enuff of that... today i handed down the store.. u noe rite, having spent so much time in the store, u will think i have some attachment to it rite? but no leh.. i was not unhappy.. on the contrary, i was totally relieved... no more burdens... of cos i will go back and help lah.. i feel a sense of responsibilty... haha... responsibilty... my gift and my curse... stupid lah... alwasy doin things because of responsibility... sometimes i realli feel i can be less selfless and care more for myself.. i always put others before me... and that kinda puts me in a lot of trouble... gd thing?? maybe?? bad thing?? maybe... i dun noe... haha... i just have to learn to live with it... haha....

Aiyah.. tml probably getting back GP... hoping i did well.. haha... enuff for one nite.... pray for me kz?? NITEZ