Rock Climbing roxs...

YESH!!! today went to rock climb... finally... after so long.. haha... damn enjoyable lah.. went with jia de, xie heng and yan yi... haha... so fun.. yah... how shall i begin my story... yah we arrived there at like 1 plus? then started climbing lor... kinda scary belaying jiade cos its like he is much heavier then me and i kinda fly when he falls... so yah... but still manage to stay down lah... i wonder how u noe? law of physics doesnt realli makes sense liao.. hmm.. haha... OK!!! must say that i accomplished what i set out to do today.. to conquer that over hang... yesh! although there wasnt much skill invloved, just pure brute strength... haha... was bascially hanging and climbing with just my hands lah.. haha... quite cool though i must say.. i saw a few very shocked and impressed faces... especially one of the ladies... she was like mouthing the word "woah"... haha... show off? no!!! just wanted to prove i can do it...

What was kinda got me thinking was when jiade said i was strong lah... i was like erm.. ok.. thx... cos i was thinking to myself, am i realli strong? yah i was fat lah... so that probably made me stronger by a bit more... especially since i lost a lot of weight. i'm certainly not light.. so that cant be the case... what i think makes me do it is the determination that drives me and the sense of fear that i have developed... why sense of fear? cos fear will always be present.. whether u like it or not... but learning to accept it and learning to focus and tap on its strenght is important... knowing what fears are there, what are the risks involved and daring to take that big step is important... fearing fear... is perhaps as dangerous as to fear fearing... haha... think abt it...

Ok based on today? missed bball again!!! sian!!! i wanna play bball... but ok.. made up for the exercise by rock climbing so its ok.. never mind... what i damn pissed is that my friends used the lotion we bought for sarah... not a lot lah.. but to play with it... so pai seh... how to give sarah... but how not to give her.. so hopefully she will never ever see this entry and hoping if she does, she's in africa or something... haha... of cos i will kill my frens... once As are over....haha... aiyah.. lazy to write more.. so much.. haha... NITEZ