One wk on...

Sighz... got back chem today.. very very very disappointing.. 55... D lah... not what i was hoping for.. but in a way, i'm actually quite happi for it.. its like a wake up call lah... knock knock.. 7wks to prelims.. hahaha... and i found out my problems.. mostly caused by conceptual errors... so that can be easily rectified lah.. so no hard feelings.. will be back with a vengence... tml getting back gp.. hoping to do well... i felt i did not back.. but hey!! i'm not a gal rite?

Ok.. what i've been waiting all day to blog abt... what i did for ME... Moral education that is... haha... we talked abt marriage. haha.. u noe what the gals were like saying?? they want a guy who can cook and willing to do the household chores.. haha.. that sounds like me lah.. but i mean.. is that seriously what u are looking for in a person??? must as well get a maid rite? yah i mean sure its a plus if the person is willing to do it lah.. but is that what u are looking for?? see if u can understnad my logic... the gal that i will fall head over heels in love with, will be someone who i dun have to spell out specifically that she must do the work too.. but the thing is that, there is that character in her that she will want to do it with me too... thats wat i wanna look for in a gal.. a friend to do stuff with not just another maid.. haha... and yah.. i can cook.. so she doesnt realli need to noe.. but i hope she learns.. so we can do it together!!! haha...

The other thing i was thinking abt is the fact that 20 % of ppl live in singlehood... sighz... secretly, i'm kinda afraid that i will land up in that zone... sadly... haha... yah i have sorta an inferior complex lah.. sure i;m confident in every single aspect of life.. i just cant be confident in this area.. y?? i wanna noe too.. i just feel i dun have much to offer to the other someone... i realli realli realli wanna be proved so very very wrong.. but it doesnt seem that way now... haha... hoping.. praying.. thats all i can do...

Another thing that struck me was wat she said... "onli someone who has been loved unconditionally, can realli love unconditionally..." i was loved unconditionally once.. and still am... by who?? by god!!! he has never ever failed me before.. i noe it seems cliche but the fact is... my life is so smooth and perfect as compared to so many that something tells me that it cant be natural. And he has never asked for anything in return... haha... love him...and i noe he loves me too....

Pray for me kz?? and pray for my future... hopefully it will remain as wonderful as it is.. find a great job... get a nice gal... get great grades.. and be fitter, faster better me... NITEZ