Marriage and more...

HAHA... today was realli fun!!! yah!!! managed to get thrg the day of sch.. but what was real fun was that i played bball!!! yesh!!! so fun!! yah.. haha... first played with rich and yq then played with becky, brenda and audrey.. haha... yah!!! i feel that i have improved a lot... more accurate and can fade away a bit.. so yah.. all thx to alex... taught me how to shoot properly... then once i got used to it, i managed to play well... haha... then also now can lay up a bit.. haha... gd gd.... train a bit more.. and improve a bit more... jia you.. haha...

k.. i was thinking abt sch work today... yah its like completely changed from sec sch... i use to study a lot... a lot... now i hardly study... and its because i have more freedom to do what i want, when i want... and yah... i think when i comes to this aspect in life, i need to learn to be more matured abt it... learn to embrace my freedom and manage my time well... yah... so thats wat i'm goin to do from today onwards... no matter how tiring its goin to get, i will get it done..

Next thing i was thinking abt... marriage.. cos ms alice tan was toking abt it during ME... so yah.. she asked did we noe what was marriage abt?? haha... yah sure we all noe what is marriage abt... but do we understand it.. thats the real qn... do we understand it??? i was thinking to myself then that no one in the room did... not even ms tan... can anyone who hasnt experienced marriage truly understand it?? i dun think so... and thats what i find is the beauty of it... we all noe that marriage is not all a bed of roses... its hard...(how hard i have no idea)... but its hard... and yet, two totally ignorant ppl are willing to risk it all to marry.... and i guess thats what's so special abt it... moving into something u cannot see or hear... cannot touch or fully comprehend... and yet, because u love the other person so much, u are willing to risk it all... thats how a marriage bonds two ppl together.

She also said something else... or rather she reminded us that only 80% of us are goin to get married... haha... i was asking myself which side i would be on... seriously, if u ask me... i will love to have a family... i can say with all faith that i'm a family person... but frankly, when i look at others, i realli dun noe... so i decided to myself that if the opportunity comes, i will try... but frankly... my tries have not been very successful haha!!!!... anyway.. yah so i willing to leave a life as a single... a life of celibacy... if necessary... then i have to learn to be independent... yah... thats a real big change for a guy who was crazy abt relationships... haha.. in its own right... but yah... i guess reality realli sank in..

OH!!! i just remembered what xh told me... (no offense dude...) he said that no one is out of another person's league.. haha... seriously.. if u ask me.. there's always some one who is out of ur league... look its like econs... she has a better choice... why in the world is she goin to go for u unless like the rest of the world died... (yah she probably kill herself as well)... but yah lets face it... there is lah... she's not goin to give up the best product for the alternative.. damn opportunity cost... haha... think abt it... love hurts... haha... NITEZ