Just another day as usual

BISH BISH BISH!!! life is such a drag.. haha... i am bogged down by this enormous amt of work that i can barely stand up... no slp to nite.. i will get no slp tonite...

Ok.. today was the odac thing lah... the team building thing... i was pretty disappointed that no one informed me of anything lah.. like i'm not part of odac lah... i noe that its probably cos they didnt realise it lah.. but haha... seriously speaking... if boss didnt noe abt it rite... someone would have told her or reminded her... haha.. so i guess u can get the hint rite? Never mind lah... i'm out of it anyway.. so its ok... whats more important to me is i do a proper hand over... obviously amos doesnt realise his importance... i noe that QM is not a very big deal lah.. but seriously speaking, i feel that QM is one of the most undervalued jobs in the work... look at the army lah... who cares a shit abt the G4 officer.. until there is like a war lah... then without G4 u can just die in hell... i need to make Amos noe that.. i dun want him to go thrg what i did... and regret as much as i did.... help me man...

Was thinking to my self today... wat i'm looking for in life... wat am i aiming to do and what are the obstacles in my way... so i set down thinking.... i'm aiming for a normal life.. just a normal life... a job... a wife.. kids... car house.. yada.... then i realise that i'm not asking for enuff... its like so mundane... wat i reali want is a life that is special.. out of the ordinary... i wana be gd at something.. wanna be somebody... and u noe what... thats where it all boils down to studying man... mugging.. and hoping praying wishing my wishes will all come true... My obstacles?? i want recognistion... praises... encouragement... and then i realise again... thats not goin to come all the time... look.. i was recognised for what i did in ncc... but not in odac... rather then be consumed in meaningless self pity, why not improve on it... encourage myself.. and get on with life... so thats wat i'm goin to do... haha... i'm goin to tell myself every day life is great... no matter what... even if the sky falls down... my world will never again be upside down.. and forget the bgr thing... just shave bald and be a monk man!!! cos my fren... remember today.. because today, life is gd...

Ok.. now i will tok abt the day... the day has been great.. got back gp.. 54... not very gd... but heck it!!!! i noe where i went wrong so i came up gd... who cares... will do well for prelims.... thats the way it is... live life a day at a time... but plan for the future lah.. haha... basically... nothing special lah.. just like all my other days... thats my life... slp eat bathe mug shit... but its goin to be fine... y? cos its goin to be just fine... i'm loving it.... NITEZ!!!